.worst.among.everybody.else.

i feel so shity recently.. abt everything.think is due to my pms.. " big aunt " sort of coming to vist me, so like have to deal with all stupid emotions.. n now, have to deal with another big blow which sux.. i can nv be in the first class. is like i tot i have change n have worked hard in everything i do, but no. nomatter how hard i have tried, it's still the same. i will still be in the worst stream like i used to. n have to jux struggle with all the people ard me. is like all my classmates r going to the same sch. except me. MILLENNIA INSTITUDE.( SCIENCE) wat the hell. i might as well dun study. is like kinda sux. wat if o's results is still the same. jux becux some teacher wun help me n i end up dere. but it's not thier fault. i didnt study hard enough n ended up dere myself. i onli have myself to blame. sigh.

finally, job hunting is over. i now have 2 jobs currently, one working as HP sales promo , n working at starbucks. cant wait to start starbucks actually, is like dere is so much fun. selling photo printer sux actually. have to realli have the silver tongue to persuade customer to buy. it still have to boils down the one word: luck. but collegues dere are nice.

LASTLY, enough of all problems, realli enjoy everything with my friends or even new found friends recently. we have become the show stopper!! haha..x.. is kinda scary when dey keep imagine fizah was dere wen she not. oh well. we have lots of fun!! =) i will try to post all the photos in here if i knw how.



.IYLIA.HIQMAH.JANNAH.SHIDA.TASHA.FIZAH.ME.