i havent had dinner today.
cux i thought i will able to have it with you.
i know what i have promised.
sorry.
It has been 3 long days.
Singapore is so small,
and yet, we seems so far.
i want nothing much.
just to hear you say how much u needed me to be by ur side right now.
i wanted so much to see right now.
but i dun have the guts to tell u so.
afraid that i'm such a bothersome once again.
i wanna see u soon.
i just miss u.

-Would you be there-

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's okay,
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?
Would you be there..

That is totally so sweet right. =) my cousin introduced this online blog to me that sells necklace and this necklace is specially made for me. one and onli piece and no one in this world has it i'm sure. =) haha. another good news, i got into ambassador. cool. after all the leadership programme that i have went to and all, i'm glad that it have not stop. From prefect in pri sch, councilior in secondary school, and finally an ambassador in poly. =) at lease, it's better now as it made me feel belonged rather than not having any ccas and feel so lost in the school. oh well, i am going back gym alr. after so long since i had gone with jannah in the past. =) gonna keep fit again. cux i got FATTER. argh.


i miss my student card.

complete my microbio common test this mornin. at lease, one common test is over. have to deal with the rest next week and french this wed. i've been feeling to stress and depress this few days, have no idea wat is the cause. phew, at lease i feel a lot happier now.

pirates of the carribean.
this is FANTASTIC. cool okie people. go and watch. haha. it's a 3 long hour movie and i got my hands cramped half way through. lol. i love jack. he is a nice character. anyway, i think jack (the character) looked a lot like MANDY. lol. ngee ann poly BMS senoir. haha. hope he sees this. and yes mandy, u both looked so similar. haha. same eyes.

i lost my student card. ass. i didnt lose anything like for ages alr can. argh. i suspect some people took it. but no evidence. sux.

i miss jannah, hiqmah and iylia.

haha. our class gers camwhoring again. well. this time, it's different. cux the whole class gers joined in. lol. and yes it is before maths lecture and we have like 2 hours break. we are all supposed to be doing revision for our upcoming common test and some of them are supposed to complete thier maths. ended up? we got joking around and reading magazine. lol. the laughing gases are all around us. haha. N2O. lol. According to DR KUEH, N2O is a laughing gas. and it will make u laugh like hell. haha. see, i listen during lecture. haha. =)

a stupid joke tat came our from my mouth in microbio lecutre:-

- Dr Ho was talking about plants are able to move.
-i suddenly thought of mimosa and wanna tell rachel about it.
- wat cameout of my mouth was: ' rachel, talking about plants can move, my house downstair got lots of MONA LISA u know.!' =X
-that was damn stupid of me.


xinfang, wat r u looking at?! o.O
this is how they sit during lecture. =X
the hardworking Delia. =) she finished her maths online. damn. i havent complete mine.=X celine, sit, truddy.

siti arfah and me. (eh, i hope i do spell ur name correctly.)

presenting:- shiquan's SEXY LEG.. oooooooo.
camwhore.

tat's sit, xinfang, delia and rachel from the left to right. =) my babes.

Sit's eyebag are all coming out after all the stress.

i went shopping with mum on last saturday. =) i was supposed to go do facial with my aunt. den ended up, it was being cancelled and i have nothing to do at home, excpet tons and tons of homework and revision to do. i was getting bored and suggest mum tat we go shopping. i mean, since i havent go shopping for a long time. i bought two lovely shoes, new nail polish, eye shadows, blusher and even new hair dye. but the saddest thing is, everyone asked me not to dye my hair. it will like dry out after a while. and i love my hair, so no choice. i have to LISTEN.

XINFANG NAIL BROKE.!!




these little spiders represent our class teamwork and showed how bonded we are. we went to this cafe restaurant at the student alumini there for lunch as a whole class can. haha. den we i was ordering the food, the aunty was so touched tat we all go support her food. she thus gave us chocalates as shown.=)

this is wat happens when we are wasting our youth in tutorials.

it's mother's day once again and i went to two places to celebrate for 2 different mothers. i think i did mention about it in my previous post? =) these are pictures.

tat's wat causing subsequent sore throat and fever.



he's so cute with my bean's bear.!

ok.ok. 22nd of may is the day where 3 of our important kins birthday. lol. never did it actually cross our mine that my mother, youngest brother and dis father birthday falls on the same day. coolness. and we have a hard time celebrating all the occasions. lol. my family celebrates on the 21st while his family celebrates on the 22nd. at the very lease, it doesnt clash. =) haha. and look closely at the headbands that we're wearing. if u have noticed ur surrounding enough, u will realised that it is what all the macdonald's staffs are wearing. lol. darling actualy bought onli one. and he wore it walking around tampines mall. lol. i got soooo malu can. haha.den i noticed this ger keep looking at him. she was like stunned. haha. den he forced me to wear it on the way back. aww man. i throw all my face la. den we ended up buying another one to make it a pair. haha. darling, no matter how pai sehx i am, i still love u so much and i realli had a great weekend with u. muackx.

stupid throat is killing me. argh. eat too much choc la. serve me all right. =( i now having fever and headache. not going school, and for the first time, i am not attending school with an mc. haha. at lease it save me from CATS and SNW. phew. last week i got lost in sing ( wat a funny joke.) and didnt go. and this week, fever. RIGHT. guess i going back to damai later to collect my o's cert.

a sudden sense of sadness passes through me and i felt that i needed to be there for you. tears almost filled my eyes and drown my face when news came. i'm sorry. this time, it's not any sorries that i have very said before. it is a sorry that came right through that bleeding heart. i'm sorry if i ever hurt u in anyway, sorry that this has happened, sorry that i cant be there for u, sorry that i'm such a bothersome when things get cocked up. It's not that i wanna make u worry abt me in this kinda situation. i jux wanna be there for u. no matter wat happened,please be strong and safe. everything will be fine my dear. i guess i have to just leave u alone for once. sorry.

right here waiting for u to be back.

MOTHER'S DAY.
saturday:-
darling came over to my house and we are like going shopping to get my mum a scientific calculator and an ice-cream cake for her from swensen. =) we actually tot of going out to eat since it is a special occasion. but dad suddenly bought like crabs for dinner. haha. so i leave the dinner for him to prepare. he is a VERY good cook. =) i simply love his food. mum was quite surprised as it has been so long since dad cook. =)

sunday:-
beach. and yes. i went to the beach two times can. haha. once with my family and the other time with darling's family. cool. great minds actually think alike. haha. both families actually wanna go beach on the same day. lol. i wanna cycle. but no bicycle shop. =( bought another ice-cream cake for his mum, and i am like heavier by another 5 kg again. =X got fat can. eat sooo much choc cake. haha. before dinner one slice, den after dinner another slice. phew.

exams coming soon. awww man.

darling, i enjoyed this two days. =)

my babes.

temasek poly. yeap, i went to look for hiqmah and jannah at tp today. no matter wat, they are still the best people on earth. i love and miss them sooo much.when toking to my babes, i suddenly feel that all the sense of lost that i have experienced were all gone. (though i was yaking all the way). i introduced mario to jannah and we played like crazy in the life sciences school canteen. haha. we're like back into the old times when we were still like small kids. so excited abt all the little things. =) anyway, iylia, wen are u free to go take o's cert with me? i wanna see u soon. =)

PUBLIC TRANSPORT?

argh. wondering y am i blogging from hme at this hour? stupid public transport. after piano, i had cats class at 1pm. i have like 1.5 hours to reach sch. and guessed where am i at 1? bugis. how did i ended there.?!

this is how it goes.
-i was thinking wheather to take mrt or bus? bus like better, cux stop outside school.
-take bus 65 and stop and macpherson to change bus to either 154 or 151 to sch.
-here comes 61.
- i was like thinking, 'eh! 61 got go school hor." and i boarded the bus.
-den i realised tat it didnt go expressway like the other two bus does. it goes to geylang, near my place.
-wat the hell.
after like 2 hours of bus ride from tamp, i found out tat i'm in town.
-ass. den i drop off the bus at bugis and take mrt home. not going school anymore.

stupid right. o.O

new skin.

muahaha. i jux made my new skin. geex. all thanks to xinfang too. =) people, tag ya. give comments. =)

malu.

i got so pai sehx today.
1st incident:-
i was walking to my maths lecture hall after my lunch with Sit they all at the alumni cafe. saw three man was like working at the rooftop of the convention centre. lol. so, i was like telling clarence:- 'hey clarence, ur friends. lol. u should call the police in case they fall'. clarence was like showing me tat hand sign. aftertat, due to my LOUD voice, there's this guy behind me, walked up to me and say:- ' if those guys were to fall off the building, u should call ambulance instead of police. ' wa lao. make me to malu. =X

2nd incident:-
during lunch hour, i saw Sit's friend once again, Kamilah. guessed wat? i thought she was shahida's friend cux dey look sooooo alike. den i was like asking her:- 'hey babe, where is shahida? "
-'who is shahida?'
oppsy.
neo and bryan + the rest laugh their ass off.


i miss my bf. he now in malaysia pumping oil. =(

childish.

i am still quite affected by what happened last night. i cant tolerate people like this who do stupid things. one year older than me but it seems no brains. childishness. dun try to snatch anything from me. i have work hard for everything that i have now. it was with u IN THE PAST. u are the one who do not treasure it when it is just in front of u. NOW, u dun have the right to say anything. get lost.

sunday = bf day. =)

THE COUPLES. =) sam and serene.
geroge and wan ting.
mervin and mernial.

darling first time taking neoprint with me. haha. =)

haha. if u look carefully, he is wearing bikini. coolness. =)

it's ghosty. =X .. naked women?
i look weird in this.



ICE SKATING.

this is how ah long fall. haha. =)
oh well, went out with darling today celebrate george birthday. another one. lol. i enjoyed myself today la. not much to say, jux enjoy the photos. =)

replies. look for ur name.=)

delia:- of course u can have the pictures. it is meant for u guys. but remember to click on the photo tat u wan to enlarge it first b4 u copy ya.

mandy:- alright. i didnt made it to netball school team. but the recreational team yes. it's like equals to no.

yingli:- lol. how did u know shiquan? camp? she claims tat she's hot. haha.

meijun:- haha. thanks. =) i also dunno wat am i going to join. currently in netball recreational team onli. gotta find another cca. =X

tatoros:- read the comments i have for meijun and mandy.

iylia:- yeayea..!! i wanna know all abt ur 'BF.!' so how? friday going?i'm thinking of meeting u guys on friday evening. =) for dinner or sth.

rachel:- haha. at lease i'm not the lonely camwhore ma. =) gonna take more pictures of our class. muahaha.

photos. =)

this is my new hairsytle. it doesnt look very much different. lol. but my hair is now VERY thin.

trying to act cute. haha. i'm not the onli camwhore in class. haha.

from right:- batt, chen chuan, neo, bryan.

dey wanna act emo shit. but i tink dey look like dey are acting cool instead. we're in the chem lecture btw.
haha. hardworking babes. =)
Sit try to spoil our photo. =X

nOW, this is better. =) presenting:- the hot shiquan.
me, Sit (with her banana bag, tat's wat she calls it), rachel (i didnt spell it wrong this time) and finally, delia ( who have almost the same name with iylia)
this is wat i call the pencil sock by SIT. =)

guess wat? i ask neo to cut this hairstyle and he actually listened to me. coolness. =)darling.

this is the front view.
and this is the back. noticed tat my brother actually hide his milk bottle behind him. lol.
fighting case.

love u.

hardworking.

he really knows how to write from BIG to small.




bubbles. it cost 1dollar kayx. damn ex.

darling was driving me home, when i saw this motorist carrying a BARBIE DOLL bag.

oh well, those are some photos that i didnt get to upload for a long time. =) for those who wan the photos, can go copy kayx. but pls make sure u click on the photo first. so tat it wun be small ya. =) okok. ytd was the cut hair day for me and darling. he went to cut hair in the morning while i went in the evening. =) he prefer to call it the grooming day for us. haha. like we're dog. lol.

spiderman 3 is super nice. pls go and watch pple. =) dere are some scene where spiderman actually wanna proposed to mary jane. =) cute guy. haha. i like the black spider guy who acted as the bad person. i jux loved his teeths. it was like *keching keching*. so cool and sharp kayx. =) this show is now strongly recomended by me. =)