.no.mood.

if u had noticed my msn nick, u will jolly well realised tat the title of this post is super familiar. n now, i'm going to elaborate. it all started last night, 3.30 am, wen i get up to pee.. it sux cux my tummy hurts n i suddenly realised tat i was sick. NOT ON THIS DAY, wen i having exams. hands went icy tat lips goes super PALE tat i was in total amazement to see myself in such a state. wanted to vomit but nth came out. how suxy is this? i felt better by the morning.when i was at my piano teacher's house this morning, preparing all my pieces for the last time b4 i was going to aldaphi for my examination at city hall. the pieces suddenly sounded a little worst den how i actually played it for royston earlier this morning. i got soooo nervous and my hands seemed to be tired after months of practising the same song over n over again. hiqmah n iylia were kind enough to send me off to my exam place n guessed wat when i reached there?! the secetary (hope i spelled it correctly) actually told me tat i was late for 20 mins.! i was in total SHOCKED. i was never late for any of my piano exam. i tot i saw it was 10.45, but later, den i realise tat i was suspose to start at 10.24. things started to get worst n i prayed hard. luckily for me, the examiner accepted and allow me into the exam room. i felt sooo bad and i said sorry and thank him at the same time. starting with scales was a lott WORST. watever tat i have memorised for the past few months goes down the drain. i was too nervous i guessed. still thinking abt the late stuffs. exam pieces didnt go well either. 2 out of my 3 songs was screwed up. wth. i was sooo freaking upset tat my sight reading and aural didnt goes well either. watever the case is, i've failed. failed to be patient and all calm as wat a pianist should actually have. failed to even be on time. discipline, is the word.


crying was the last thing i ever want to do after exams. i teared. i was so fortunate to have hiqmah and iylia by my side in times of need. i love u babes. even jannah came down after tat as we chilled out at raffles city starbucks. after iylia actually went out with all her boyfriendS, i accompanied hiqmah to TPJC. including jannah and dey came over to my hse for movie. we bought the dvd actually. well, i was susposed to go for my street jazz class ( dance class) this evening, but the girl who suspposed to go with me told me last min tat she was unable to make it. ALL BECUX OF A SHOW?! wateva la.. tat's how i ended up not going anywhere n stay put here to type out my blog. i was lucky enough to have royston accompanying me even those tat girl pang seh me. tat's wat i call blessing in disguise. n tat's how my msn nick came abt.

supportive friends tat i love.