- this is my 78th post-

kinda finish my homework. not realli. i just completed my write-up for microbio and my chem graph do half-way. i cant seems to complete the graph. the numbers are too minue for me to do anything. i need help from friends. im realli feeling all emo shit right now. dunno wat's wrg with me. i just needed someone to be with me right now, at this very moment. i know i am not usually like this. but i realli feel like crying. after hearing all the sad emo songs from my phone playlist. i needed friends. and i ending up msging some friends whom i havent been contacting for a long time just now. and the lucky thing is i get to meeet jannah for dinner just now. the indian shop closes, which is like so suxy. spoil our mood totally. and we had our usual maggie instead. at 7-11 of course. and guess wat? the lady, didnt even stock up her stuffs. and the maggie onli left like chicken ones. which is like so not nice. we have no choice but to take some instant fishball noodle soup. and guess wat? the cashier was like, ' u're having here is it? sorry, we dun have any chopstick or fork left.' wat the hell. after that, jannah saw her laughing to herself.

my god. the people in this world, or i can say in my area, are getting scarier. it has nvr been like this before. jannah and i saw some of our junoirs when having our dinner at the bubble tea shop later on. we saw wei shan and another malay ger. both our councilior junoir though. we onli get to talk to the malay ger. we talked till like very best friends, and after that, when tat ger left, both jannah and i were like, 'wat's her name?' oh god. we dun even know.

i need my darling right now. but he is uncontactable. his phone low batt i think. but it's like 12.10 AM now. hai. work is like overpowering him. i realli need u now. im emo. after hearing that u're not able to accompany me on this coming special thursday made me real sad. i mean, just now im realli like ok with it. everyone has thier things to be busy with. but now, come and think back of it, i dun wan to miss it. it's our half a year.

i miss my long hair. i wanna grow back and wanna have thick ones.

i need someone to talk to right now. anyone free?

i think pms is here.

i need a shoulder to cry on.

appologise for my emo post, the next one will be better.