im moving on to the next phase of life. everything will change. yes, it will. my life will be completely different now. but still, i hope it'll turn for the better and i will not give up no matter how hard it takes. the word 'responsibilities' sounds like a joke in the past, but never it will again. I'm lucky that families and friends are all very understanding. they mean a lot to me seriously. i can never thank them enough. the group of people whom i'm not very close with, and we ended up like sisters in the end. i love everyone.

time flies, and im no longer the ZIHUI i used to be. from a little kid, with no worries at all, to a grumpy kid who dreads homework, to a happy kid, who loves studying in the end, and to a big and responsible kid now. life is different. and yet, many of a time, i dun know if it's good or bad. i will miss my family. my mum especially. i love her. she is always the one who is right here with me in time of needs. i miss my friends now. classmates especially, nix, lec, rae, tis, trud, arfah, delia. this are the people whom i've made really close friends till now. people whom i treasure a lot. and now, im off to BLT, in NUH. i will miss them. and u girls will always be on my mind.

Different route are taken at different points of our lives. though mine is very early. it'll soon come to every individual. sometimes, i wish that i was living in a different period with darling, so none of this will turn out a bad way. things may be very different too.

i've left NRA. not because of not having the same passion for dance anymore. I love Ann. she is the best instructor i've ever had. seriously. the one whom i've always looked up to. and yet, i've let her down. both dance and her. i'm sad. and yet, i know this is the best for me. i've leaving netball and ambassador too. i miss all the people that i've met. im sorry this had to be like this. i've no choice.

I've made the most difficult decision of my life. and this shall be the turning point. wat more can i ask or do? im just glad that there are many who stayed on by me, and loving me for who i am. people judge. but u girls dont. that's makes us sisters. i'm sorry that i have let everyone down. especially those aunts who have high hopes in me for my education. i will study hard. and prove to all of u i can do it. though it very tough. i know i can.

i wun be updating my blog for a long time now. but still, by looking back at all my archives, will let me learn from my past mistakes and move on. i hope the best of everyone in the future. i love everyone.