after thinking a whole lot of stuffs on my bed alone, i was thinking of how some people react to changes in the environment. when people are trying to cope or survive well in an environment that are all against them. people who are inferior or are threatened with, often alter to a favourable condition but, in my opinon, is such a foolish and childish way. and more often than not, when one's fall into a relationship trap, is falling deeper than they have always imagine them to be. and even though one's may being trying their best to keep things right, emotions always overcomes them. after seeing all these things around me, i wanna help, but it'll be worst i guess. so, i'll just have to pretend. pretending is another way of escaping the problem, and there are of course, others who playing mind games and trying to pretend.



i just spent the whole time today with my mum, aunty, as well as my cousins. after piano teaching, just slept for the whole afternoon and had dinner at sakae sushi in airport. dinner was marvellous. =) reds camp 4 is coming and im really going to get busy with ambassadors. i miss having netball, but ironically, im really lazy to run. tell me wat to do. haha. =)